A second fiddle to someone.


“Love is when you shed a tear and still want him, it's when he ignores you and you still love him, it's when he loves another girl but you still smile and say I'm happy for you, when all you really do is cry.”

lose track of time..


"well, what do you know. it's yet again another 19th. it could have been our 52nd month. but alas, it just a distant memory."

haha! it been a while ey since I last wrote something like that on an expressive platform that I have. haha. don't worry. i'm over it. bumping into him, chatting and not having that butterfly feeling in my stomach proves one thing, that I'm done with whatever feeling I had left for him. I'm just saying it's the 19th and bla bla coz like my title, I've lost track of time. it's been a while.

somehow, I'm glad that it's over. because I know there's someone better out there for me. god takes away something from you not because you don't deserve it but because you deserve so much better.. insyallah. :)

let's make most out of our boundaries.


Off all people, of all places, off all days, I bumped into Restu Hidayat, at Dbl O, on his 1yr 5months "anniversary".

can it get any more random-er than this?

i think karma has worked his magic.


Ahh yes. Karma sweet karma. Read her twitter and well, I think I was right when I told myself that there was somthing wrong with them. The song was a big giveaway. Haha. No, I'm not cursing nor hoping for the worst for them but I'm not hoping for the best for them either. I'm just going to stand and watch from afar what's going to happen next.

In the mean time, I ought to get the stuffs ready for tomorrow's flea market at Supperclub. It's been quite a while ey? Hopeful Nad will be there. I miss that bugger. Hee.
Ok, random but I LOVE this photo that Pipi took of me. I ABSO-FUCKING-LUTELY LOVE IT! :)


trigger happy; he calls it.








oh how i love his camera! thanks pipi for bringing your camera even though you complain saying it's heavy la.. what la.. :)

a year older, yet my love is still the same for you.




You're amazing just the way you are. Don't ever change the way you are.
Happy Birthday BGF. You know i love you loads and truckloads.

XOXO.

Watagatapitusberry!




DALE!